This is our last day of the Pentacle of Community path and as a group we are settling in with one another as we absorb quite a chunk of concepts, information and techniques. All of these are woven into the Reclaiming fabric so that we can be conscious of how we relate to each other. That at least is the biggest message for me so far.
A lot has been written about power within Reclaiming and we concluded with the pentacle point of Power today. It is impossible at this CloudCatcher camp to separate discussions of power here in the path to the unfolding theme and magic of the camp. Decolonisation has emerged as a strong theme and whilst I think it is going to take me a long time to fully appreciate and unpack this concept, it is present here in discussion in this path. For me, I do have a sense of my privilege. I am 6’5”, white, male bodied, had a middle-class upbringing, have been to University and so on. There are also many aspects of my being that undercut some of this privilege and while I can identify moments when these have actively prejudiced me, the privilege of my being is undeniable. A big teaching in today’s path was to keep acknowledging power and privilege and to always find ways to make this work available to all and to give every voice a place to speak.
Service is the last point on the Pentacle of Community and I think I can best sum this up by sharing some of how we explored it today. Each of the pentacle points has a shadow side and service is no exception. The shadow here is burn out and it was suggested to us that 3 core things lead to this. These are not being seen for the service we give, not being thanked and not managing our physical, emotional and spiritual energy when giving service. Service is of course many things to different people. And so we were asked to sit with some questions about areas of life in which we are potentially giving service and to then identify what these acts were. One by one, we stepped into the pentacle and were thanked, seen and acknowledged. I found this exercise to be very touching and that the intention behind it is all too true within the greater world. For example, how many of us are truly acknowledged for the service we give in the workplace.
All in all, this has been a rich experience. Like every core Reclaiming class, this does not feel like a check off for the list of trainings done. I feel like this is a lifetime’s work and even then, the bottom would not be reached. This work will just keep unpacking and unfolding as my journey with this community does. I think the best path forward for me is to start with one thing from here or even one thing from each pentacle point. Happily, I don’t have a sense of what next. Rather, I have some clear steps to take.
