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Cloudcatcher Witchcamp – Wild Mystics Path – Day 4

This animal body is buzzing and jumping. This animal body is ready to begin.

I am so excited for path today. I’ve been predicting a day of wildness where we go out on the land and get covered in mud and make animal noises. But as we sit on the concrete outside the ritual hall in the centre of camp, Julie and Jarrah explain that this is where we are having path today. Instead of running away to pristine nature, we are going to be working in this place, seeing it as sacred. It feels challenging and part of me is disappointed, but I can also see the rightness of doing this.

We place our rocks and sweetness down on the bricks, then begin a trance to connect into some of the less ‘natural’ objects and plants in the space. As we walk around, Jarrah talks about the clever apes who figured out how to shape and cook clay bricks. The clever apes who enjoyed beauty and brought trees like jacarandas to new parts of the world. Who made windows out of glass, who figured out how to grow wheat to grind into flour to make the pancakes we ate for breakfast that are giving us fuel. It feels edgy, but is done so gently that I feel a softening within me, opening to a new way of thinking.

The idea is offered that everything is part of nature, including human-made objects- because their components all come from nature originally, but also because humans are part of nature. We are nature creating itself.

We are invited to connect with a human-made object, a human-made being, and to try to see this being as sacred. The first thing I see is a large, bright orange plastic traffic cone. I feel very resistant to it and have to force myself to walk over to it. As I kneel in front of it, touching it gently, I begin crying. It feels painful and wrong. I don’t feel able to connect with this traffic cone being, but I get the sense that it is enough for now just to be trying.

We gather together to talk about our experiences. Everyone else has apparently had beautiful mystical encounters with their human-made beings. I can see that I have a long way to go to truly see everything as sacred.

Each day we have been asking the earth ‘how can I look after you today?’, a beautiful practise offered by Julie. Today the answer I receive is crystal clear- sing to the human-made objects in this place. I use a chant I often sing out in nature, though it is much easier to sing to tree ferns and mushrooms than cement and rubbish bins. Again this feels edgy, and my heart is not in it, but it is still important. This reverence and willingness feels like something the earth needs from us, no matter how challenging or unglamorous.

We have time to say goodbye to the land, and make bee motels to take this magic out into the world. Our path ends with humour and joy. It is raining, and the drain pipe above us begins overflowing, creating a waterfall right above where we placed our rocks and sweet offerings. As we each pick up our rock, we have to step under this. Some of us dash in quickly, others linger under the torrent of water. For me, it felt like I was finally connecting to the magic of this human-constructed environment. The water falling on my head reminded me of being in the waterfall yesterday, yet I was standing on cement, surrounded by buildings, but still deeply in a magical state.

Although this day was challenging, I am glad of it. My cup had been filled to overflowing the previous day, and it was time to be of service to this place. I leave path with curiosity about how I will take this work out into the world. It is one thing to feel magic and connection in a waterfall, but can I do it in my shower? It is easy to beam out luminous love light in a forest, but can I do it in a city?

This animal body is re-membering. This animal body is re-wilding. This animal body is saying yes.

Cloudcatcher Witchcamp – Wild Mystics Path – Day 2

This animal body is walking through misty darkness. This animal body is soft and slow and silent. This animal body is listening.

We begin path at 5:30 am today, just before the dawn. We gather in silence and will not use words for the duration of path. I can see the sky beginning to lighten as we walk away from camp, but other senses dominate. I am aware of the crunch of gravel underfoot. Branches shaking in the wind. Birdsong. I feel enchanted by this time and place.

We leave through the front gate of the venue and begin walking along a road. It is my first time ever leaving the site while camp is on, and it feels strange. We come to a walking track and begin moving along it. I can hear a waterfall and then suddenly I see it. We stop at a lookout point to the side of it and form a circle. We silently place our rocks and offerings on the earth. As I kneel over these, the smell of honey is divine. Then we turn out from our circle to look at the view. Forested hills and valleys stretch out to the horizon, with mist hanging low. The sky is lit up, shining white gold through layers of clouds.

We begin to make music to the land, with the land, as the land. I dance slowly, undulating my animal body. Feeling the earth moving through me. Then I see a stranger approaching. They walk past quietly and half our group doesn’t notice them, but I feel the spell over me begin to break.

We walk further along the track. I am gazing intently to my right, at the endless forest and the magnificent sky. I turn to look on my left, and through the trees I can see a line of houses. Another moment of discord, bringing me back to the human world.

We stop at another lookout point and I am being communicated to with hand gestures. I don’t understand what it means and it makes me feel panicky. Yesterday Jarrah said that our biggest teacher on this path will be the land, followed by our shadow, and only maybe will he and Julie teach us something. My shadow is becoming more present.

As we walk along the road back to camp, I feel dazed. Disoriented by the houses and the few strangers we pass. It is hard to inhabit my animal body in this place. My thinking self takes over. I begin judging my experience, feeling annoyed at myself for slipping out of the spell.

This animal body is unsettled.